"Whatever happened to chivalry? Does it only exist in 80's movies? I want John Cusack holding a boombox outside my window. I wanna ride off on a lawnmower with Patrick Dempsey. I want Jake from Sixteen Candles waiting outside the church for me. I want Judd Nelson thrusting his fist into the air because he knows he got me. Just once I want my life to be like an 80's movie."

so i had a long hard think(/cry) last night. and i've just decided to wait. i don't need a relationship right now, i'm sixteen. i don't need a boy at all. i thought i did. i thought i knew who i would end up with in the end, and maybe i still do, it's a possibility. but the end is not now. and maybe some of the boys aren't being so nice to me, even though the were the nicest to me at times. male teenagers aren't worth it. so i'm just gonna wait. i'm not saying ill never be with another boy through high school (although it's not likely), i'll make more mistakes i'll get my heart in too deep. but as of right now, this very second i'm not going to let it bother me. i'm choosing to be happy. i'm just gonna wait.

have you ever had one of those days; where you hate the world? & anything that happens, even dropping your pen, makes you wanna break down & cry.

So umm I'm back.. :)

I don't make mistakes... I date them