so i had a long hard think(/cry) last night. and i've just decided to wait. i don't need a relationship right now, i'm sixteen. i don't need a boy at all. i thought i did. i thought i knew who i would end up with in the end, and maybe i still do, it's a possibility. but the end is not now. and maybe some of the boys aren't being so nice to me, even though the were the nicest to me at times. male teenagers aren't worth it. so i'm just gonna wait. i'm not saying ill never be with another boy through high school (although it's not likely), i'll make more mistakes i'll get my heart in too deep. but as of right now, this very second i'm not going to let it bother me. i'm choosing to be happy. i'm just gonna wait.